I hope He/She reads my Vox!

Dear God/Jesus/Higher Power

    I could really use some help right now.  I know that You and I haven't been too close lately.  And I realize that I am still struggling with exactly what to believe when it comes to You.   I have always believed that You existed, however.  And I know that I only come to You now because I need help, and that is not right, but it all that I can do. 

    I've been going through a rough patch lately, as I'm sure You've noticed.  I'm trying really hard to turn it around.  I've changed a lot of things in my life, and surrounded myself with loving family and caring friends.  I left a situation that was not going to be good for me and came to a much better environment.  I've been here for two months and have not noticed much of a change.  This worries me.

    I know that Rome wasn't built in a day, and I shouldn't expect change overnight.  I feel, however, that I should at least be dealing with things in a better way.  I still get sad and miss a lot of things about South Dakota.  I still feel lonely.  I still get those really low and bad feelings . . . the ones that only You and I really know about. 
  
    I also feel that I put too much onto my friends.  When I talk to them, I try to keep it positive, but it always turns into a makeshift therapy session.  They tell me that it's okay, that that's what they're there for.  It still upsets me that I do it.

    I know that You're busy, and I know that I haven't been the best disciple, but any help You could give me would be amazing.

Thanks,
   Anthony